Mens High Heels

What can i do to stop myself from crying over these pair of beautiful shoes ?

I'm an crossdresser and i was born a guy at birth originally and I love wearing womens high heel shoes and womens dresses. I've saw some fabulous pair of stiletto heels on sale at my local rack room shoe store on sale for about $27.99 and so i snucked over to the shopping mall after school and i went in to get the shoes but when i went to the cash register to check out i didn't have enough money because the total added up to $29.99 so i had to dreadfully leave the shoes behind and go home. During my walk home i started having tears running down my chin because i know that my favorite pair of heels that i want would be gone. I keep my crossdressing a secret because the last time i told my parents they threw away my other pair of slingback pumps back in january. Right now i can't stop crying from friday evening to now because i keep on thinking about the shoes. I wanted to get that pair because i have the exact same one at home except the one i have at home are silver and the ones i want are fuchsia colored. What could i do to stop myself from crying over a pair of stiletto heel shoes ??? I haven't eaten barely anything since friday and i am constantly crying and i am losing strength. I'm 18 years old and i feel like i can't live on without those pair of shoes because i wanted them in my collection so i could have two pairs of shoes. Below are the pictures of the shoes that i wanted and the silver colored one are the ones i currently have at home. http://i930.photobucket.com/albums/ad148/brittany9256/155149.jpg http://i930.photobucket.com/albums/ad148/brittany9256/155145.jpg

Public Comments

1. I understand, I saw this amazing purse in a Nine West window, and had to drag my self away! And they are gorgeous shoes, but they appear to me like classic red pumps, you'll be able to find more like that later, when you have a couple extra dollars, so think of the Future!
2. Are you really crying? It is not that big of a deal, have no fear, red peep toes shoes are extremely popular and if you buy online, you can find heels just like those. I just searched on eBay and found a whole bunch come up. http://shop.ebay.com/?_from=R40&_trksid=m38&_nkw=red+peep+toe+heels&_sacat=See-All-Categories Also, if the store you went to has an online store then you could probably get the shoes shipped to that store and pick them up. Go online and see if they still have the shoes you're talking about. I seriously wouldn't be so sad over it because these style of shoes are made every year. I know how you feel about something getting sold out though. I buy online often and since I don't always have money I see things going out of inventory for good that I cannot buy in my own town.