Mens High Heels

What can i do to stop myself from crying over a pair of beautiful stiletto heels shoes ?

I'm an crossdresser and i was born a guy at birth originally and I love wearing womens high heel shoes and womens dresses. I've saw some fabulous pair of stiletto heels on sale at my local rack room shoe store on sale for about $27.99 and so i snucked over to the shopping mall after school and i went in to get the shoes but when i went to the cash register to check out i didn't have enough money because the total added up to $29.99 so i had to dreadfully leave the shoes behind and go home. During my walk home i started having tears running down my chin because i know that my favorite pair of heels that i want would be gone. I keep my crossdressing a secret because the last time i told my parents they threw away my other pair of slingback pumps back in january. Right now i can't stop crying from friday evening to now because i keep on thinking about the shoes. I wanted to get that pair because i have the exact same one at home except the one i have at home are silver and the ones i want are fuchsia colored. What could i do to stop myself from crying over a pair of stiletto heel shoes ??? I haven't eaten barely anything since friday and i am constantly crying and i am losing strength. I'm 18 years old and i feel like i can't live on without those pair of shoes because i wanted them in my collection so i could have two pairs of shoes. Below are the pictures of the shoes that i wanted and the silver colored one are the ones i currently have at home. http://i930.photobucket.com/albums/ad148/brittany9256/155149.jpg http://i930.photobucket.com/albums/ad148/brittany9256/155145.jpg

Public Comments

1. i'm not trying to be mean by you should probably see a psychiatrist.
2. the silver ones look better
3. They're just shoes love, && if you want them so bad there's always online dear. Life goes on, && we find other things that make us happy. && did it ever occur to you that it's really the SHOES you're crying about. I think there's more to it than that. You should think about what else it could be..
4. i will answer this question when u put a picture of you wearin the silver shoes on here! thanks
5. i am a seventeen year old girl who loves to go shopping with her gay guy friends. i understand the hurt you are going through. those shoes are pretty but there are other better options. take the money you have and go splurge on another pair but still keep those in mind. even if you dont end up getting those stillettos still get a pair of heels. believe me any pair is better then no pair. by the way i also have some friends who have the same parent situation as you.
6. How bout crying about something serious. Like the fact that people like you get teased and tormented constantly.Get yourself a job and save up for those shoes. When you earn them yourself you will be so proud to own them. You are only a few dollars short of what you need, it's not like they are Jimmy Choos or Christian Louboutin. Think how many poor trannies don't even own a single pair of stilletos.Now go fix your mascara and pull up your panties.
7. I know how you feel about not being able to get something. I am the same way about purses exspecially designer purses. I have a few designer purses that I just love. But one thing I do to make me relaize that I don't have the money to get what I want is I look at everything that I do have and that make me think that I am blessed to have what I have. I also try and save up money so I can get what I want....
8. Check the couch cushions to get your extra 2 dollars for a monday purchase. Your not the only guy that has been brought to tears by sexy girl shoes.
9. look my cousin James used to love to wear high heels he would wear them all the time and ruin my floor but you could always find them so stop crying. and cheer up you would find some that you will love and cheaper
10. this color? http://img43.imageshack.us/i/15514888.jpg/ or this? http://img197.imageshack.us/img197/1128/675564.jpg im not sure its the shoes that are the real problem , maybe something else that has been building up inside you and came out when you lost them. as for the shoes if you can get your hands on the shoe modal's name you can buy them online or find a store that sells them. if you put the picture of the pair you want at the right color on your computer screen and put your mind on getting them you "will get them", put the effort into whatever you want in life and it will be yours eventually(sometimes it takes more effort then we are wiling to give) as for the pics, i used Microsoft photo editor its pretty easy to use.