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Am I transgender (mtf) ………?

Am I transgender (mtf) OK, so since a very young age I thought it was humiliating to wear relatively revealing clothing. Then when I was nine, I started kneeling on the ground while wearing shorts. I thought that kneeling with bare knees like the was humiliating, but pleasurable, and only did it when NO ONE was watching. I felt pleasure while wearing a pair of light blue shorts I had in particular, and I spent a lot of the day going to the basement and kneeling (or otherwise sitting) on the dirty floor with bare knees, pretending I was punished at school this way (in gym class, our teacher punished us by having us sit on the side, and then apologize). I would also apologize, pretending I was apologizing to my gym teacher. It was really pleasurable. I also I was also developing a crush on a girl at school at the time, and gradually started fantasizing that I WAS that girl, or a similar girl at least. Then, when I was 11, I got a crush on another girl. This time, I was completely fantasizing about being a similar girl, and doing things that the girl did in a similar body. When no one was watching, I used to roleplay as the girl. Gradually, it stopped but I still retained the revealing clothes fetish. Then, when I was 13, I slowly started bringing my revealing clothes fetish out into the public. Since the whole idea of it was public humiliation, I started not only kneeling and sitting in various poses while wearing shorts, but doing so in pretty much public view. I was quite scared at first, but eventually got used to it. I also fantasized about stranger things, like a teacher forcing me to kneel on the ground and not move, so when a worm or something else crawled on my bare leg I couldn’t do anything about it. I started kneeling on the ground and putting ants on my bare thighs and then sit still, not moving, pretending I was being punished. I also fantasized about being forced to make contact with dog **** while sitting, and a few times I sat NEXT to dog ****. All of this gave me erections. Then, when I turned 14, I realized that I wanted to wear not only shorts but SHORT shorts. I was extremely attracted to girls legs in short short,s, and I wanted my legs to be similar to theirs, and for me to be acceptable wearing these kinds of shorts. I also wanted people to think I looked beautiful in them (nom. Gradually, I started to both like and envy girls in short shorts ( like I envied girls in long dresses in elementary school). When summer came, I spent a large time of it doing the same as I was when I was 13, axcept I realized that I also received pleasure from being barefoot. I started pulling my shorts up so they were above my knees, and then going barefoot like that for a short distance, and then sitting down. I realized that being a boy and sitting in short shorts looked foolish, and even the “punishment” feeling would improve If I was a girl. I also started getting a pleasure from wearing crop tops and spaghetti strap blouses, blouses, which I did at home. Before starting the freshman high school year, I thought what it would be like to be a girl once again, and this time I again got a fixation. I always had fantasies of being a girl, first in short shorts, then in mid-thigh dresses. When my parents were at home, I also tried to wear just briefs and a spaghetti strap crop top blouse in the closet, and sitting in various positions. Now I am 15, in freshman high school year still, and I always imagine myself to be a girl at school, or while doing other activities. I have fantasies about getting a “magic” device that can turn you into whatever person you want, and then turning into a girl and walking around everywhere like that. Once, I braved rolling up my jeans to just below my knee and walking a short distance like that. I also have very hairy legs (which I hate) and I want to shave them, but I do not want my parents or brother to find out, so I just cut off as much thigh hair as I can (since all my shorts are knee-length) I also find different ways of shortening my shorts whets when no one is around. I have even thought about the future when technology might be advanced enough for me to enter some sort of “life-like virtual world” where I am a girl. So am I transgender? (note: I’m attracted to girls, but strangely enough, not to t*ts or ss. I like tts when they look proportionate to the body, not overly large and standing out. As for *ss I can’t imagine why would anyone be attracted to that part of the body. Other details: as you can see, I like to be submissive with the “punishments”. I don’t like the stereotypical female hobbies (sewing, cooking, etc.) and I think make-up is horrible. I don’t like sports either. I like the racing game Gran Turismo because of the car collecting aspect, and collecting is one of my favorite hobbies. I also like single-player gaming (with a huge storyline and many levels, mostly action/adventure/puzzle mix game) Internet culture (trolling, 4chan memes, etc.) movies, TV a

Public Comments

1. I don't think you are transgendered ,i just think that you are a masculinic(guy-like) woman.
2. If you would be Transgender, then you would be thinking about changing gender. Since you're not doing that. You are just a Heterosexual Cross Dresser. Nothing to be alarmed about. There's a lot of Heterosexual Cross Dresser's.
3. You don't sound transsexual, that's for sure. Transsexualism is a body/brain mismatch, and results in a mentally painful condition known as gender dysphoria. This is a constant sense that one's body is "wrong" and that their primary and secondary sexual characteristics should be those of the opposite sex. Left untreated, gender dysphoria leads to depression, despair, and often suicide. Transsexualism isn't about what turns you on sexually. In fact, your sexuality and sexual interests have NOTHING to do with your gender identity. If you subtract the whole erotic aspect from your scenario, and ask yourself if you are male or female mentally, then you will know if you are some flavor of transgendered. If you can't stand the idea of living in the body you have now, then you may be Transsexual. I must say, you've got an interesting fetish there, and I've encountered many in my studies. From a psychological perspective, I find it fascinating how peoples various fetishistic interests manifest themselves in bizarre and unusual fashions. There's nothing to be ashamed of. Most people have some unconventional thing that excites them erotically, though few ever reveal what it is. It makes me wonder if what is considered unconventional is "normal", and the plain old vanilla people are weird. As society becomes more accepting, especially with the anonymity afforded by the internet, we are learning that there are a LOT of people in this world with unconventional sexual interests, and as people see that they're "not so weird after all", society is becoming more and more accepting of diversity in general. I actually see this as a promising development which will help reduce or even eliminate a lot of prejudice in society.