Alright, so I still live with my parents, yet they usually aren't at home, and I dress in feminine clothing to feel more comfortable. Sadly, my parents are heavy catholic, and I don't wish to reveal to them that I am transgender, not because it is shameful (which it should never be to anyone), but because I do not wish to "rock the boat." We never have had a good relationship anyway, and plan to move far off, so I wont have to worry much anyway. Back to the question, as of lately, I have been getting sexually exited when wearing the clothes which I am oh-so-good at hiding : P and was wondering why. Usually, I just feel more comfortable with myself, it even helps me do homework, poetry, painting, etc better, but, as I have said, as of lately I have been getting aroused, and, while not a bad thing, it has just been concerning (thousand of thoughts rush in my head "what if I am really not transgender but just a crossdresser!?" and just crazy thoughts like that, seriously don't believe them, I even laugh now I wrote that down) among other reasons, just wondering why it would be happening now more than earlier, only things that have changed is that sometimes I do it when I am unsure they will be home, think that is it? Anyway, thanks for reading this exponentially-long and boring article, please tell me if this is normal, and why it may be happening now more than before. Thank you, I greatly appreciate it- Jane Doe Response to do I want to be a woman... I almost take that as an offense, yet I know that you don't know me (and its understandable that you would think someone might just be a crossdresser as you wouldn't be able to analyze whether or not I am or am not transgender). But honestly, its not a choice, I can't choose to want to be a woman, with the utmost passion and desire. and yes, I am "sure" haha. Oh, and TR, why would you post something like that, it is not, here nor anywhere, appreciated or appropriate.